Fool Of Me

Sitting here listening to that song...on my six month anniversary. I honestly can't believe that I've already spent half a year with this man, this amazing man. When I look back at that night, five in the morning, sitting on a picnic table that is no longer there, I had no idea that we still would be. Not to say that I thought we weren't going to last, it's just I didn't know what to think. Never had I fallen in love so completely, so quickly! I was scared. Sometimes I still am, just not for the same reasons. Before I was scared because I'm not really one to be open about my emotions and I just felt so vulnerable around him all the time! On one hand I just wanted to step back and take a breath and on the other I didn't mind suffocating if it meant that I didn't have to leave his side. Now I'm scared of ever losing that, ever losing him. Trust me, there have been times where I thought for sure I had lost him...but he just makes a fool of me every time. Proving to me that love is truly unconditional. So many others would have left me long ago, and you know what, I wouldn't have blamed them. But this one is different. This one is special. This one is mine, forever and always.